*Lyric's cause so much controversy*

"Can you see there's no fear at all... You held my hand we took down that wall...
As I looked at you with nothing to say.. Now I Understand why you pushed me away...
I looked far and now I see... that the only one I needed was me..."

So not to go and get all sentimental and mushy and all that junk but.. when i look at myself..
I am so surprised how much my partner has taught me..

I have wall's... I put up barriers as a kind of defence.. Iv been hurt in every way and as much as I try to let all my wall's and Guards down some of them stay there and I have no control over why!

Do I trust My partner= Yes.
DO I love My partner=Without a doubt I DO!
Am I afraid he will leave like the others=Hell yes!

I think i need to do some demolition work to take down the walls i mean ill get over it one day if it all falls apart right? *Ponders*

*I hate Change*

SoOoO I hate Change but I had to make one.. Hi I'm Jazz.. Turns out i have this meaningless need to blog about crap to make the day seem better or faster or some crap! I think work has blocked my other blog...

Darn work I hate you.. That was my lunchtime escape.. I would blog or have a rant like i do and my friend would have a laugh..

Now i need another way to vent and procrastinate the hours away of my never ending life and day to day doings..

So the change i guess has started.. Hello fellow blogger's and people with time to rant or bitch or talk! I talk allot that's me.. I have a lot to say not about anything really in particular but hey that's the way it is..

I am also quite possibly the worlds worst speller so please don't get upset grumpy and annoyed at me i hate it when people have a melt down and "abuse" me over the net.. Although it is pretty funny at times.. but more often than not its lame..

Neway's it is time for me to run and see what this site has yadda yadda..
tootles i shall blog more later unless it gets blocked and i cant..*glares at her work IT department* and then i think i will fall into the depths of great anger and sad work gossip to fill in the empty hours... LOL i could be joking..

love you, love me XxX