*You're gonna miss me when im gone?"

Morbid... I think so...

So as most people would have seen today, Brittney Murphy has passed away.
And in all the media blood sucking for stories... One part came out and acturally touched me.

Who really knows if its true or not but there was talk that Ashton Kutcher posted a tweet about his Ex, along the lines of "The world just lost a little bit of sunshine, See you on the other side Kid"...

And i couldnt help but get goose bumps... I wonder if people in my life would have that much class and i dont think they would.

Its hard to stay friends with an ex, and i think its even harder to rise above all the bad to say something so nice.

I wonder... If i died tomorrow, if one of my ex's would say something along these lines?
Would be so heartfelt? Its funny.

Keeping on good terms has always been one of the main things i hoped for. And me being a nice person isnt really an issue, I know i may f*ck up and do things wrong but i havent been malicious or tried to hurt anyone and most people would agree that i am a caring person.

Life just doesnt make sence to me.
Here today, Gone tomorrow. So simple, so true and so deep yet nothing all in one.

*Lets got Lakers, Lets go*

So as most of you know i have a rather high amount of Fandom love for the amazing Kobe Bryant, (Number 24 for the LA Lakers).

If you dont know who that is then i may have to pat you on the head and ask you where the heck you have been hiding and send you on your way to a mental institution, JOKING.

So apart from his normal everyday awesome-ness, 40 points a game, championships, MVP and so on (I could go on all day ie: about his adorable Girls) He has now decided to add PURE freaking amazing specky shots to his list of talents.

Dont believe me? Check this out :)

http://lakersblog.latimes.com/lakersblog/2009/11/kobe-bryant-scores-over-the-backboard.html

The best part is the walk away, Past the Douche that knocked him, Kobe just strolls past with a look of "Yeah i did" all over his face and isnt a shmuck about it, No petty name calling or in your face yelling.

THE MANS GOT SKILLZ...

That is all :P
Love me

XOXOX

* First of all you DONT know me, And second of all... You dont know me*

So People Suck. They really do.

Today at work someone acturally passed me a knife and said "Here you go, Go slit your wrist", Out of know where. We were in a meeting and he walks in with a tray of muffins and a knife, I didnt say anything at all to him and this is what he says to me.....

Charming. I feel so loved.

Had to fight the urge to tell him to Bend over cos he has a place that the knife is needed for more than my wrists....

But i thought NO i like my job better not ruin the chance of keeping it... But really really wanted to... He then proceeded to ask me for a favour. HA... When Pigs fly dude!

Neways thats been my day so far.
Just thought id share.
Love me
xoxox

*Baby love, My baby love.. lalala*

<--- 1, 2 , 3 Nawww...

KYLIE, JASON AND BLAYDE:

So things are going well at the moment for the family and my ridiculously cute God son! Or should i say Our (my partner David and I) God son.

So Jason and Kylie asked David if he would a god Parent to little Blayde Ian Grant.

I think he was so shocked. Its so sweet that they asked him. They both said that he is such an amazing guy (Duh i know guys :P hehe) and that they can really see David and i being together in the long run. (God i hope they are right, Happen to love him just a little... Ok as big as a house).

So not only am i the god mother to one of my oldest and dearest mates, My partner gets to be involved also.

And with a typical David responce his first thought was " Yes an excuse to buy "Him" a mini lap top" <- ERGO an excuse so Dave can have and play with a mini laptop :P

Blaydes going really well at the moment, part of me wants to scream it from the roof of anywhere i can access but the other part wants to keep positive and silent until our little man is out of the incubator and home safe with mum aka Fred bear and Dad aka Jace ( I know not half as cool nick name as fred bear but what are you gonna do).

Blaydes feeding well, gained weight :) and is breathing on his own, Mum finally got to hold him for the very first time. Poor little tiny baby.

He is so precious bless his little cotton socks. <-- i know i must sound clucky. Im not ! trust me! if you knew me you would know im not. i LOVE other peoples kids, Because i love being able to give them back :P hehe. Full of sugar, Hyped up with loud toys. (My friends are gonna hate me).

But its just really precious to me that so many of my friends are looking at or have opened that chapter of their lives. And they are so cute. I cant wait for some of my other friends to have kids. And dress them up (and make them love WCE footy team ... I mean What???).

Neways that a little dribble from me :)

Love me

XoXo

*When my time comes, Keep me in your memory... Leave out all the rest*

I dont understand life sometimes... Alot of the time...
Im feeling a little numb at the moment.

On Monday night 19th / Tuesday Morning 20th Melanie left...
I dont know what im feeling, which is really annoying. And to top it off its really arkward and sad.

Mum's first partner / Love of her life was Lenny. Lenny had a sister names Anita. Mum and Anita were good friends.

Mum and Lenny broke up and later mum met my Dad. Mum and Anita were still friends and fell pregnant at the same time.

Mum with Me, Anita with Melanie. We are the same age. Our mums grew up together and i for some part grew up with Melanie.

Mum and Dad split up, Dad and Anita dated later on in life (DRAMA i know)... Dad lived with Anita and Melanie and i stayed with them on the holidays..

Melanie left the other night, we dont know if it was her choice yet... But it looks that way.
Im sad for her being gone. But i am more sad for My mum and her mum.

A Parent should never have to watch their child leave... So i feel so much for Anita.
But i feel so much for my mum, not only does she love Anita and Melanie, She is over come with fear of what if it was Me...

What if she lost me and then there is the guilt for thinking that way.
I havent really accepted it yet. I know that i am numb.

I pray that Melanie just drifted in her sleep, I hope she had a great day and her last thoughts were happy, loved and safe.

I would give so much for it to be that way because i wouldnt want anyone to leave, Alone, sad and upset.

Time will tell.
I just dont understand all he spanners that are thrown into the works latly......
*Shrugs*

XOXO

*And as i walk away, I remember hearing you say "Yeah you'll be back" But i didnt come back DID I*

Im feeling a bit better than what i was yesterday and the day before.

Acturally spoke with mum last night which was good. Im still really worried about her but i dont want to rock the boat just now. I just hope she is really ok.

Have decided not to think about my friends at the moment. As cold as that sounds... I think its about time they did the running around for a change.

Im really hurt. I cant change that and i dont think i will forget this.
The worst possible thing was thrown in my face yesterday and apart of me finally gave up and let go.

I care, and because i do its so easy to throw it in my face and walk away as if nothing happened. It was pretty much the worst thing they could have said and althought time heals all wounds i wont quickly forget that.

Spoke with Sammy, Jane and Donna (Omg i would be so lost without those girls) and also my beautiful boy Dave, and they really calmed me down. All i needed was a sanity check. I needed someone to listen to me so i could get it off my chest. And after 10 mins i felt great.

I was going to cancel my plans for Friday night. Because as much as it hurts i know that everyone will cancel. The sad part is that i acturally have to have an "Event" for my friends to get together and catch up.

The only reason i organised it was because i wanted to see my friends, and its like it doesnt matter to them which sucks. But the point it i was going to cancel, But then i realised if i cancelled it... I would be just as bad as those who cancelled on me....

Why should i cancel on my amazing girls who said yes and have stuck to their decision!
Thats not fair of me to do that.

So i am still going to have it on friday and i am going to have a good time with my friends, Im so glad that Dave, Sam, Jane and Donna spoke to me because i see it all so clear now.

Im hurt. But there is no point inflicting that on the ones who are there for me.
Im trying to get happy again.

I decided to cancel things this week, so that come next week i can start over.
So this week i am doing all the little things i need to get done.

*Finished my passport last night (Getting photo and Person to sign it on Monday).
*cleaned my room.
*Did the washine.
*Straightened the Lounge room.

Come next week i am going to get back into my routine, Work, Gym and holiday planning.
And i am going to say NO! no to all the things that dont matter. I need to! I think as long as i am always saying yes to my friends and events that gives them more reasons to cancel on me all the time.

So maybe i say no so that they might acturally see or catch up with me.
I have far to much on my mind anyways. (Not that they know it).

In someways writting is more a friend to me, it listens thats all i need... Heck if my journal could write back "its going to be ok" i think i would be set. Thats all i need is a bit of support.

Maybe thats to much? I dont know???
I dont see it as to much but maybe thats because i am the "Listener Role" i listen, People vent at me and i am suppose to listen but when its reveresed its not the same way...
I need it to be a 2 way street.

Thanks for listening :)
XOXO

*The best part of Believe is the Lie*

So the last 24 hours has been crap.

I have been on this rollercoaster and i am so sick of finally getting to the top when it takes so long only to be pushed back down to the ground.

I cant believe the crap people do to me.
Why am i a door mat to so many people. Just because i care that means they can treat me like crap?

Im finding it really hard to bother with forgivness, I think its time i cut the cord with many people. Im so sick of being the only person fighting for a "Friendship" when it is one sided.

Its not like i havent given people chances. But they just dont seem to care what they do to me.
Its ok to hurt me (Apparantly) but when i dont go running to their sides "there is something wrong with me" ...

No im just sick of being you punching bag. And OMG if i hear them say "If you need me, you know i am always here for you" one more time i might explode.. DONT say that when your NOT...

What ever your excuse is dont say you will do or be something if you know you wont be! SIMPLE, honest.... Less painful

The funny thing is those who have hurt me will simply just ignore me till they think i am forgotten....

*Let me out?*

So my little God son has decided he wants out of the belly and into the world.
Kylie started having contractions last night...

KYLIE: "Jason, if i didnt know any better i would swear im having contractions. I know i have never been pregnant but this must be a contraction".

JASON: "Dont be silly, you cant be having contractions your only 6 months".

KYLIE: "NO definatly contractions, Hospital now"

SO she is in hospital now and little Fred bear Jr isnt waiting. Looks like he will definatly be here int he next couple of days max.

Shes has needles to help the baby breath and heartbeat is going strong. He is kicking with a full WCE level thump.

Going back to the hospital tonight, Need to find Tiny jumpsuits. 3 months early.
I havent even thrown the baby shower yet!!!

OMG!!!!!!!

*And in my dreams i always so Yes*

So here is the latest WTF dream...

Myself and 4 people (i dont know who they are but we are talking as if we are friends) we are walking back home.

Get home and its at a football oval canteen. We open the roller door that connects to the bench top, climb over the bench to get into the kitchen, then climb over the other bench on the other wall to get into the "House".

There stands Tracy (my ex's Phycho mum who is addicted to pills).
There is my little sister (i dont have a little sister but i know in the dream this girl is my sister).

There is a challange.

The other 4 people im with sit in the chairs and i am hanging on to the beam in the roof,
i manage to pull myself up so im leaning over the beam with my arms over one side of the beam and body on the other side.

The challange is for the 4 people in the chairs to race to the other side of the room and back. Only they cannot leave there chair and they cannot let the chair be taken off the floor. They have to race and get back and someone has to take over fro me when i cant hang on any longer.

We can swap people as many times as we like.

I dont know why we are racing, and there isnt another team to beat?????
we race...

At the end of the race. Tracy (Phycho pill mum) shoots herself ? and then my little sister says congratulations you all graduate?

I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This makes no sence.....That is all!

*Cut my umm head into pieces?*

Migrain.. I hate you.

Had such a crap day with you yesterday yet today you still linger... Dont you know when to leave...

i want to cut my head off :(
*cries*

*still wont ever understand why you hang around, I see whats going down, cover up with make up in the mirror*

So here's the 411 on things that have been happening or are happening at the moment.

1). Seems to be birthday month. Sending my love to All the Aug/Sept babies out there... (Steph, Emma, Dan, Erica, Sky) just to name a few..

2). Parties = Had birthday in the city for Davids mum, Bra party for Casey, Fairy party for sky and House of Horror this weekend really wanted to go as Beetle Juice but that didnt happen :(. Have a Jamacian Party the following weekend and Uncle Al's 60th also.

3). Found out my god child is going to be an amazing little boy. I have been in COO COO mode latley I am NOT clucky but i am enjoying shopping around for Kylie and little Tadpole/peanut/alien child.
I have found a bottle steraliser and a little bouncing chair and MOST importantly a west coast eagles jump suit :)

4). Have been very depressed that my Idol and God like man that i looked up to has retired. And he retired because he has just had a son and he want to be a good dad. Nawww makes me love and respect Davip Wirrpanda so much more.

5). David and I got our new camera Nikon D5000 :P its really fancy. Now im going to get booked in to do a training course and learn how to be fancy for our holiday.

6). Three of my mates are getting baptised on Sunday. I think its really sweet that they are all doing it together. Very good for them :) SO i am going to go watch :) Might take pictures at the after reception at the beach.

7). GYM... o that evil but o so awesome place. I have been going to get into gear for our europe trip next year. So far i have been going for about 2 months. maybe 2.5 months? Anyways i had a weigh in on the weekend.

......

And i have lost 15 kg so far... SO i am pretty happy with myself. Only thing is i cant really seen it. The only time i really notice it is when i put on my bridesmaid dresses.

I was lucky enought to be bridesmaid twice this year (so amazing) and now my dresses are both to big for me. The one that was really tight is loose and i can pull it tighter so thats a great thing...

Im just hoping i an maintain the constant loss so that come June next year i should be fairly fit. I know i will be able to handle the hiking but i would love to look back at the pics and not stress about those curves etc...

Well i better be off :)
Much love as always
Love me
xxxxx

*Memishmer*

Im over feeling like crap...

*From tad pole 2 peanut 2 baby*

Meet my friend and her little peanut.

In that tummy my god child grows...

THATS SO EXCITING....

One more day and i know if i will have a god daughter or a god son :)

Blessed!
xxxx

*Alive only just*

So i know i have been all kinds of MIA over the last say month but in my defence if people stopped having events i would be a lot free-er.

so here is a quick update.

1).
Been going to the gym to get fitter for Euro Touro in 2010. Have been 9 days in a row so today i am rather sore but i think thats the aim? No pain no gain? went to the docotors and got checked up and they told me i have a condition (God knows what its called as all medical names are long winded and stupid i think it was something like metosmorphic? i donno) ANYWAYS what it is, i carrie alot of fluid.
Therefore, the best way to describe it is this. Say you and I are both a chocolate easter bunny we are the exact same bunny. we look the same size. However i would be solid chocolate therefore weighing more and you would be hollow weighing less than i but wearing the same size umm Wrapper? LOL

THEREFORE, i have been measureing myself as well as weighing as i might now show a loss on the scales but will in my clothing size. STUPID right? yeah so anyways its been fun. I am in a good routine atm.

2).
My Friends showing so much at the moment She is Pregnant and is over 3 months preggers. She finds out in 8 days what the sex of my god child is.

YES thats right Kylie and Jason asked me to be God Mother to little FBjr. (fred bear Jr inside joke). I am gonna be a god mother.

I may have cried a little just a smidge and Kylie who cries over anything at the moment got set off also she was trying to pass me napkins (we were at the dome) but they were covered in food so gave me her sleeve haha.

I cant wait to know what the little peanut is. Kylie is a really skinny girl so its really notiable to see how much she is showing at the moment people are thinking its twins but i dont think so i just think because Kylie is so tiny it looks bigger but there isnt as much room as normal people might have.

SO exciting stuff anyways.

well i best travel im not procrastinating at the moment *shifts eyes from side to side*.
Ill be back soon promise :)

love me
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

*OUCH*

Not having a great day i has a really bad tummy ache. Darn body i hate you!!!
back to wollowing in self pity

-xoxo

*Friends make the world go round*

So i have been taking the time to catch up with my mates one on one latley seeing as how i had been so busy and had lost contact with so many people over the last year.

I have caught up with Celeste and as much as i hate to admit it i think all bridges have been burnt. I still love her to bits and want her to have the best life but i feel when ever we makes plans it never works out and then more time passes and we drif further and further apart.

I caught up with Bella and Jason. And just as i expected it wasnt a good catch up. Im not sure whats happening with Bella. She was the one friend i could truly say we can spend a year apart and then fall back into "US" and everything was the same. It use to always be like this.
Now it seems to much has happened ????

Im not sure what it is but for some reason she always seems to compelete with me, no sorry thats not the right wording. She just competes in general and i feel like i am being judged or that i am not good enought to fit into her life anymore? i dont know it just feels so different now? I hate it. I want to change it but i dont know how?

Maybe its me? maybe i want more out  of the friendship? Who knows its just awkward and i NEVER thought i would say that.

I also caught up with Kylie, which was awesome. I think we will always be mates. Granted we dont see or talk every week but we have known eachother out whole lives and been through so much.
And right now she is pregnant and there is a little baby in there that i get to spoil and just like i taught "Its" mother, I can teach the child how to ride a bike also :)

I Caught up with Princess D who has a lot goin on right now. I really love princess D but there is so much i cant share or talk about with her. Sometimes i dont understand it but other times i do. Its hard to always watch what you say or how you act or what you do and 9 times out of 10 i just dont quiet fit in.

I caught up with Donnamah. Gosh i love that girl. She is just awesome. Nothing is fake and its always straight forward and honest. and i really admire that in her. I love that she doesnt act likes a tool or contridict herself all the time.

Been seeing a lot of Sammy latley omg i love Sam so much she is just so gawgus and kind and i love her to bits. I think the reason we get a long so well is because i can see alot of things i do in her.
Like caring for mates and always going above for people and the way she is with her mates is like how i am with mine. Mind you i have backed off this year and its been really interesting.
I have had a few attemps to see my mates but for once not be me who is running around, or the driver or the payer and its been really interesting to see.

I have to take my hat off and be so greatful that i have wonderful people in my life. Latly i have been so looked after. i have been goign through a rough time and Jane has been so amazing that girl suprises me all the time.
She hasnt let me hide away alone or skip events because she knows where i am at.

Im a bit upset with other people because they keep cancelling plans. Even if its small things like waiting for them to come over and then just not showing up. Yeah cos i have nothing better to do that hang around all day waiting.

I guess this sounds really negative but the truth is it isnt. iam acturally really happy at the moment. And i am so over taking the scrap or the blackmail or the guilt for things that are not in my control or are not my fault.

Im happy im working my butt off at the gym so im fitter for euro touro and thats all im focusing on at the moment :O)

That is all
xoxo
Love me.

*And if you try to push me down, Im gonna spit in your eye and say... YOU CANT STOP THE BEAT*

So i finally understand how my mother felt all the years i was having trouble in school.
I use to get picked on alot and i always wished my mum would do something more but now i see that she couldnt.

As painful as it is i have to site by and watch my cousin go through all the drama fo bitchy teenagers and there games. The worst part is they seem to be getting worse as time goes on.

When i was younger it was name calling and losing friends and making you feel like crap. Then when i got to about 16 it was fighting. And now days peoples mothers are Helping bash kids.

I wish i could stop it happening but there isnt much i can do. My cousin was almost bashed at school today. The girls started on her and luckily the teacher came just in time.

I hate feeling so powerless.

*Its as easy as 123*

Things i need to learn:

1. Stop doing so much for other people.
2. Stop appologising for other peoples issues when i know they are not my fault.
3. Stop doing more than what is expected of me. (If everyone can be lazy so can i).
4. Start putting yourself first.
5. Stop Always going to people make people come to me.
6. Stop being the host, the cleaner and the counsillor.
7. Start focusing on my life and my goals.
8. Stop listening to peoples negitivity, If they are not there for me why should i be there for them?
9. Start accepting help.
10. Start accepting friendship offers, if they would accept from me, i can accept from them.
11. Start caring less about others and more about myself.

I need to learn how it feels to not have the anchor attached to my ankle. I need the freedom and space and kindness that i try to provide. I need to STOP!

*The way you make me feel*

So it has already started. News came in here about 6 hours ago that Michael Jackson has passed on.

It took less than 2 hours for people to stop caring and start the mockery. I swear if i see or hear another MJ joke or Pun about him i am going to scream.

I dont care who it is. If its a celebrity, a clown, a garbage man. When someone dies You dont MOCK THEM!

If someone you cared about or knew passed away right now how would you feel? You may not have liked him you may not have cared about him. But his family does.

I just dont see the need!.

*EUROTOURO*

ITS all happening at the moment.

Planning.
Scheduling.
looking up info and sites.
saving.
Buying.

EUROPE we are coming for you (And we are walking) :P

*In a Family Portrait, We look pretty "Happy"*

Havent been having the best week. And as positive as i have been acting, I am starting to crumble in the middle and fall apart.

I dont understand people and that upsets me, I try to understand but sometimes i just cannot agree with what they are saying. I have never been a follower and people telling me to do something just because "I SHOULD" doesnt make me want to learn or do it.

Ended up upsetting my dad last night. Seems i am upsetting people all the time OR more commonly they are guilt tripping me which really sucks.

I dont think family or friends should guilt trip you. I think thats just a low act to make you feel better and by them playing games you make me question who i am and what i am doing and i find myself appologising for other peoples issues and i really cant be bothered.

Sometimes i dont think people understand compassion and space. I wish things were black and white but they are not. Nothing in life is black and white, I cannot think that way. I cannot block out all the Gray that i have seen in life and just follow a group and pretend that its all ok?

And why should i? I dont think i should. I dont think i should have to deal with your insecurities when its aimed at me with a guilt trip.

So i have decided i am not going to say sorry for things i havent done wrong. I am not going to run after everyone and let them walk all over me. I am not going to be the social butterfly, the one that organises everything and the one trying to make everyone happy.

Because alot of the time my friends and family dont do this for me. They dont care if i am happy or well? They just like to bitch when i dont see them or havent done something. Well welcome to my world.

Between finding out who i am, working, growing up, cancer, death, illness and all the other things that have been happening in my life... Where were you?

"Im always here for you if you need me" ??? you cant just say those things. You cant just make yourself feel like your an awesome person and that your "There" for me when i need you, If you are not There for me at all...

I made my dad upset last night, and I HATE upsetting people, and i couldnt sleep and i feel like crap now. And you know what the funny yhing is i didnt do anything wrong. It was his regret from actions he had made and done yet i still feel guilt?

You know what im honest. We talk and ill tell you the truth. I didnt mean to upset you and i hate that i did but i cant change how you feel for actions you made.

I need to back away and not care so much about what happens. I need to step back from all the people who judge me or guilt me or annoy me.

I need people to care half as much as what i do!
-XoXo
Me

*I Never Knew Just What It Was About This Old Coffee Shop I Love So Much*

So I am really looking forward to tonight.
I am heading over to my Besties Place B-B-BOB'S house for a catch up :O)

I am bringing over some Stir fry mix and Me and Ela and her husband Phil (its still so weird to think that they are married hehe) Are going to have dinner :O)

I cant wait partly because i have not seen Ela in a while and i know she is having a bit of a hard time at the moment.

Because people suck, And are annoying and take their issues out on her. The joys of Friendships i suppose that sometimes her friends cant see her sinking as they lean on her.

Im looking forward to just chilling and talking, Just to see eachother will be awesome.
I have been trying to see my mates more often now that most of the crazy plans have stopped. Unfortunatly things never stop and they never slow down.

The Joys of life hey. I am falling more and more behind at the moment. But i will get back up soon. And a catch up with the Adley is just what i need.

Love Me
XoXo

*And in my dreams i say YES, Everytime*

Howdy Do,

So its Friday. OMG i love Fridays so much :) Mondays i dont like. Because that means work and work is evil.

Cant wait for today to be over, I am going out tonight so that will be nice :) Im going to see some mates which is always good times and some of my mates are going through some rellay rough times at the moment so i am glad i can see them and if they feel like talking i can be there.

Caught the train in to work today. I havent done that in about 7 months haha i use to do it everyday. I totally forgot how much time it saves.

I just read my book and was here already :O) And i am catching the train to Freo (the train stops is like 200 meters from my office AWESOME) after work to meet the girls :)

Neways i really hope work gets better next week people are being so silly but eh thats life i suppose.

Brought some really cute Mary-Jane heels last night i am not a shoe girl at all but these ones are cute as a button and they are suprisingly comfy for heels.

Shall see if i still agree with that statement by the end of the day tho haha. I think i will be complaining at my hurt feeties haha.

Going ice skating tonight so donno how that will go if my feet are already sore haha owells what can you do :OP

Neways i best love you and leave you with my random rant.
Much love

-Xoxo
Me

*Lets Trade Shoes*

So i wasnt a big fan at first of the new Eminem record, I really wanted to love it. Even tho i so dont fit the Image or a person who loves Rap. I have always been a fan.

Neways i wasnt happy about the cd but then i started to listen to it and now im hooked. Its not as good as his last albums but im still pretty happy with parts of it.

Really love the song Beautiful. Lyrics make a lot of sence. And makes me thing of some of my mates that have lived that kind of life.

Love me
-Xoxox

*Lets go Lakers*

So i have been getting back into my basketball and loving every minute of it. I use to be a die hard Pheonix suns fan as a kid because they had Charles Barkley and i thought he was the bees knees.

Then he left and went to jail and so on and i stopped the love. Mainly because in Australia we dont really get NBA on telly or anything cos its only huge in the states.

BUT hooray for One hd telly i can now watch it. And i can watch the boys The Lakers. And while ill admit i started following them because i am a big Kobe Bryant fan, iv started to get sucked in and love them all.

Cant wait to watch Game 3 of the finals so far its Lakers 2-0 and Magic 0-2 :)
(Sorry Magic fans).

Love me
-Xoxo

*Dont let em say you aint Beautiful*

Howdy Ho,

So turns out i have abandoned you again Blog spot i am rather sorry. So i was acturally going to delete my blog as i dont keep it updated but then the wonderful ELA also refered to the other crazy girl who dressed up like a bring mexican with me, got a blog so i think ill stick around :)

So whats new? so much is new! here are some happies...

*Lakers won game 1 of the finals (Go Kobe Go).
*WCE are playing better our rookies are stepping up.
*Princess D moved into a new pad.
*Janeth is coming with us to ROME!!! (YAY).

Thats about all off the top of my head right now.
so ill love you and leave you :)

-Xoxo Love me.