*And in my dreams i always so Yes*

So here is the latest WTF dream...

Myself and 4 people (i dont know who they are but we are talking as if we are friends) we are walking back home.

Get home and its at a football oval canteen. We open the roller door that connects to the bench top, climb over the bench to get into the kitchen, then climb over the other bench on the other wall to get into the "House".

There stands Tracy (my ex's Phycho mum who is addicted to pills).
There is my little sister (i dont have a little sister but i know in the dream this girl is my sister).

There is a challange.

The other 4 people im with sit in the chairs and i am hanging on to the beam in the roof,
i manage to pull myself up so im leaning over the beam with my arms over one side of the beam and body on the other side.

The challange is for the 4 people in the chairs to race to the other side of the room and back. Only they cannot leave there chair and they cannot let the chair be taken off the floor. They have to race and get back and someone has to take over fro me when i cant hang on any longer.

We can swap people as many times as we like.

I dont know why we are racing, and there isnt another team to beat?????
we race...

At the end of the race. Tracy (Phycho pill mum) shoots herself ? and then my little sister says congratulations you all graduate?

I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This makes no sence.....That is all!

*Cut my umm head into pieces?*

Migrain.. I hate you.

Had such a crap day with you yesterday yet today you still linger... Dont you know when to leave...

i want to cut my head off :(
*cries*

*still wont ever understand why you hang around, I see whats going down, cover up with make up in the mirror*

So here's the 411 on things that have been happening or are happening at the moment.

1). Seems to be birthday month. Sending my love to All the Aug/Sept babies out there... (Steph, Emma, Dan, Erica, Sky) just to name a few..

2). Parties = Had birthday in the city for Davids mum, Bra party for Casey, Fairy party for sky and House of Horror this weekend really wanted to go as Beetle Juice but that didnt happen :(. Have a Jamacian Party the following weekend and Uncle Al's 60th also.

3). Found out my god child is going to be an amazing little boy. I have been in COO COO mode latley I am NOT clucky but i am enjoying shopping around for Kylie and little Tadpole/peanut/alien child.
I have found a bottle steraliser and a little bouncing chair and MOST importantly a west coast eagles jump suit :)

4). Have been very depressed that my Idol and God like man that i looked up to has retired. And he retired because he has just had a son and he want to be a good dad. Nawww makes me love and respect Davip Wirrpanda so much more.

5). David and I got our new camera Nikon D5000 :P its really fancy. Now im going to get booked in to do a training course and learn how to be fancy for our holiday.

6). Three of my mates are getting baptised on Sunday. I think its really sweet that they are all doing it together. Very good for them :) SO i am going to go watch :) Might take pictures at the after reception at the beach.

7). GYM... o that evil but o so awesome place. I have been going to get into gear for our europe trip next year. So far i have been going for about 2 months. maybe 2.5 months? Anyways i had a weigh in on the weekend.

......

And i have lost 15 kg so far... SO i am pretty happy with myself. Only thing is i cant really seen it. The only time i really notice it is when i put on my bridesmaid dresses.

I was lucky enought to be bridesmaid twice this year (so amazing) and now my dresses are both to big for me. The one that was really tight is loose and i can pull it tighter so thats a great thing...

Im just hoping i an maintain the constant loss so that come June next year i should be fairly fit. I know i will be able to handle the hiking but i would love to look back at the pics and not stress about those curves etc...

Well i better be off :)
Much love as always
Love me
xxxxx

*Memishmer*

Im over feeling like crap...