*Of all the girls i've ever known... Its you... Its you...*

Howdy partner...

So feeling a little better today :) Not perfect but trying my hardest to stay at "Bubbly" Jasmin and not "Falling apart" Jasmin.
Mum has more scans yesterday and they are still doing testing... The Doc recons it will take about 2 weeks... Which in its self is worrying because we will find out RIGHT before we leave...

I just want mum to get better, i hate seeing her in pain. She sooooo doesnt deserve this... And her work are being dooshes... makes me want to slap them in the face with a giant fish... (im not sure why a giant fish, lets just go with it)...

BUT  i am staying positive, were doing all the right things, tests, resting, looking after her etc... So now we play the waiting game and think posiitve for her :) Silver linings in lfe....

I managed to start the day better than yesterday... For starters i didnt forget my work shoes and i dont have to work in my ugg boots today... Embarassing when i realised i left my work shoes at home yesterday...

Have a pretty full on weekend planned, need to get some more book cases from terry's place, And acturally organise our room, its soooo hard being back at home, not because of mum but just the room, you dont realise how much space it takes up when you dont have your own bathroom so you have all your toileties and computers in a computer room etc...

I Brought the Justin Bieber Australian edition my world Cd last night... The look on my partners face was priceless :P he is now calling me a "teeny bopper" lol o those were the days... Yes i know im 23 yes i know he is like 16? ill make it clear right NOW i am NOT "in love" with JB, But he has good songs...

Lets face it the kid is marketed REALLY REALLY well... Not only do all (i think) his songs relate to most girls... Come on if your a chick reading this... think back to when you were 14 - 16 and tell me any love song or song about a guy loving you, you didnt stop and say "OMG this SOOOOOOO relates to me"... Come on... At that age we were all searching for this amazing innocent love...

Then we grew up and realised that no at that age its not realistic that he will love you "4ever & ever" and that it only gets to a certain point that its cute and innocent...

NEWAYS its innocent, it makes you feel good or it does at least for me... Even if its only 10 mins out of a day that i dont have to think about pain, sickness, death, bills, working etc... then ill take that 10 mins...

So yeah i am one of the millions that have checked out the youtube vids... and ill wear a lable if you want me too :P he seems like a pretty down to earth kid... I think its really precious the relationship with his mum... Mums are sooooo important and yeah they deserve to be loved and told that more than just on mothers day...

Neways... POINT.. Brought the cd... My partner looked at me like i has been taken over by aliens... :P And then i may have progressed to playing the cd while dancing in the kitchen/dinning room while packing my suit case...

I HAS A PLAN!!!! im gonna but the album on my itouch.. Then on the plane on the flight to Uk.... Im gonna wait till Dave & Jane are sleeping and put the earphone in their ear... THEN i can play the JB cd on repeate and brain wash them HEHE....

THAT WAY if they dont know WHO it is.... they will like it... Seriously i think most ppl are anti JB just because he is young and yadda yadda...
NEWAYS that is the plan and it will be funny... and i may try record it :P hehe...

Neways... yeah im feeling better which was the point of this blog... now back to work and listening to my cd... Yes i brought it into work....
Much love, try keep smiling ppl :)
xoxox

"You seem like the type... To love Em and Leave Em...."