*PUT YOUR HANDS... ON YOUR HIPS...*

EUROPE!!!!
THIS WEEK!!!
OMFGOSH!!!

This is the last Monday i will be working for 6 weeks :P
PARTY TIME!!!

LALALA
For some reason i have the time warp stuck in my head :P
"Its just a jump to the left" lalala

HEHE sunday i cant wait to see you :)

*I have no words....*

This just breaks my heart....

:(

AN impoverished father has tied his eight-year-old boy to a post and tried to auction him off to the highest bidder in China.

Yong Tsui attempted to entice passers-by into making an offer with assurances that his son, Fai, was a hard worker, The Daily Mail reports.

However, the auction came to a violent end after onlookers heard bidders asking how little they would have to feed the boy.

Several people attacked Mr Yong, with one putting him in a headlock until police arrived.

Mr Yong told officers in Wuhan, central China, that his wife had died three years ago and that he could no longer afford to take care of the boy.

"He has no job, no home and no money. He says he wasn't interested in the money, just finding a home for the boy," said police, who have put boy into care.

Mr Yong was reportedly inspired to auction his boy after reading about a rickshaw driver who chained his two-year-old son to a lamppost while he went out to work because he couldn't afford childcare.

Child abduction and child slavery is rife in China.

Last week police in Wuhan freed two naked girls who had been locked in a basement for almost a year.

They were rescued after a repairman found a note they had managed to smuggle out in a broken television.

http://www.perthnow.com.au/news/boy-8-chained-up-by-father-and-sold-on-the-street/story-e6frg12c-1225871869526

*Cute Animal Pics That Make Me Happy*

*Ridiculously Cute "Fever" Things*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKEQwvaYI_k

^3 Year old girl, Meets Justin... When she dives off the chair... RIDICULOUSLY CUTE!!!

http://www.justinbieberzone.com/2010/05/2-year-old-girl-ella-sings-baby/

^2 year old girl, singing to Bieber... Dont think i could hold my head up on my own at 2... But as the heading states... RIDICULOUSLY CUTE!!!

http://www.justinbieberzone.com/2010/05/belieber-of-the-day-1-year-old-bieber-fan-5262010/

^1 year old girl, Has already gotten the Fever... Look at her go... RIDICULOUSLY CUTE!!!

* So heres to you Mr Wirrpanda *

The AFL's indigenous round could have few better role models than Eagles champion David Wirrpanda. As West Coast pays tribute to one of its favourite sons Billy Rule meets a man who still has a long way to go on his journey.

In footy you have a choice, you play the ball or the man.
On a balmy Saturday night in April 1999 with the static buzz of 30,000 fans in his eardrums, David Wirrpanda plays the ball. He can see it in front of him and the 19-year-old instinctively sweeps out of the back pocket and reaches for the Sherrin in preparation for his next charge up Subiaco Oval.
Brisbane captain Michael Voss also sees the ball. But no matter how quickly those glistening, granite shoulders drive him forward he soon realises it will be impossible to win the race to the footy. So, when you can't get the ball, you stop the man with the ball. And that's what he does.
CRASH ... then silence. Nothing.

Wirrpanda's brain feels loose. He smells dry grass. There's the salty taste of saliva, sweat and warm blood in his mouth. Fragments of glass wobble in his gums. No, not glass, teeth. He feels them on his tongue and dribbles, then spits six of them on to the ground ... right next to the ball. The ball!
Suddenly, like the switch of a radio dial, the sound comes back: "Go Wirra. C'mon Wirra. Get it Wirra. Get up! Get up!''

He grabs the footy, glances around to judge his bearings and sees a boundary line. Not knowing any better he scrambles along that white marker and kicks downfield, leaving six of his finest fangs on Subiaco Oval. A trainer will later find five of the teeth and keep their nerves alive in a jar of salty Vegemite. West Coast win the match 11.17 (83) to 11.7 (73) and Wirrpanda picks up a Brownlow Medal vote.
Spin the highlight reel 10 years forward. Roughly 150m from that brutal Voss shirt front Wirrpanda can't fulfil his duties. He's in the offices of the old Subiaco Footy Club where the David Wirrpanda Foundation is based.
A nine-year-old Aboriginal girl suffering from mental and sexual abuse is being counselled by foundation staff. Wirrpanda turns away. He can cop some broken teeth but not a broken heart.
"Nothing,'' he says defiantly. "Nothing compares to what some of these kids go through. You think copping a knock in a footy match is hard. It's a walk in the park compared to what I see in here sometimes.''
Say the name David Wirrpanda.
For years he let people spell it Wirr-i-punda to get the pronunciation right, but in 2006 he changed it back out of respect to his father and his bloodlines.
Wirrpanda's father, you see, is a Djapu man who still lives traditionally among the Yolnguin (Arnhem Land) people. But he's not just any Djapu man. David's father is king and David _ being his eldest son _ has royal blood flowing through his veins.
Today at Subiaco Oval Wirrpanda will be treated to another kind of royalty _ footballing royalty. After 227 games, a premiership flag, a grand final, All-Australian selection and being responsible for countless practical jokes on his teammates, Wirrpanda will be officially farewelled from the club that has been his life for 14 years.
Appropriately, today's match against St Kilda is part of the AFL's indigenous round. Each year two games _ last night's "Dreamtime at the 'G'' clash and today's West Coast fixture _ are played in acknowledgment of Aboriginal footballers.
Awareness of the indigenous contribution to Australia's national game has become a predominant part of the code. Of the 800 footballers playing this season, 84, or 11 per cent, are indigenous. That's a badge the AFL wears with pride considering Aborigines make up just 2 per cent of the population.
But it has only been in the past 30 years that a conscious effort to appreciate indigenous footballers was made. Before 1980 only 23 Aborigines had strapped on the boots at the top level. Two of the greats from those darker days were West Australians.
The legendary Graham "Polly'' Farmer, who played for Geelong from 1962-67 and was named in the AFL Team of the Century, and Carlton's Syd Jackson (136 games between 1969-76).

There were others, too, but their stories embarrass rather than inspire _ one of them being Sir Douglas Nicholls, a distant relative of Wirrpanda. Nicholls was recruited by Carlton in 1926, but didn't play after he overheard teammates saying he smelt and trainers wouldn't rub him because he was black.
The wake-up call for the AFL came in 1993 when another West Aussie, Nicky Winmar, raised his St Kilda jumper to a racist crowd and pointed to his chest, proclaiming: "I'm proud to be black.'' In 1995 Essendon's Michael Long also made a stand and soon after the racial vilification code was created.
Those days of activism appear to have worked. In his 15 years at West Coast Wirrpanda says he was never racially abused. "Nup, never,'' he says. "In fact, if someone was being a bit of a smart arse they actually got pulled up by everyone else in the crowd. The awareness of Aboriginal culture has come a long way in the last 10 years. But there is still a long way to go _ let me tell you.''
And so he does. Wirrpanda can play football but he can also tell a story. Over the next day or so he tells me a few.
He tells me a story about himself, a boy born in Carlton, Victoria, on August 3, 1979, who sees more than he should.
As an innocent nine-year-old he watches from the sideline as Fletcher, his older brother on his mother's side, plays footy. Something doesn't seem right. Another player starts hitting Fletcher. Then another player hits him, and another, and another, and another. Soon the whole team has set upon Fletcher who quickly realises he has to get out of there. So he runs to the nearest police station and climbs on the roof, thinking he's going to be safe.
Unfortunately, the local copper just happens to be the ruckman of the team beating him up so Fletcher hops down and the chase starts again.
Wirrpanda finishes the tale with a grin in a "one-day-we'll-laugh-about-this'' manner, but he then shakes his head with despair.
"Mate, every day I would see it,'' he said. "Walking the streets people would smash us. Grown men would give it to my mum and my grandmother as us kids were walking along next to them.''
What about at school?
"Of course,'' he says. "But I knew what the deal was. Getting picked on by little kids was nothing compared to what my mum and my grandma went through. Me getting abused was nothing ... only words. We all knew what to expect. Everything was open. There were no cards on the chest because there was no point trying to keep anything secret. Mum would tell us, 'Well, you've been born black and you're gonna die black. It's who you are and be proud of who you are'.''
Advice from his mother, Margaret Briggs Wirrpanda, and grandmother, Geraldine Briggs OA (Order of Australia), is something that has moulded Wirrpanda into the man he is today. The two women were passionate campaigners for Aboriginal rights and would drag David and his siblings to political meetings throughout Victoria and New South Wales. The awareness of what his mother and grandmother were doing resonated with David who showed maturity beyond his years.
Trevor Nisbett, who was football manager when West Coast recruited Wirrpanda in 1996, saw that steel-laced spine from day one.
"I think he had this inner vision,'' Nisbett said. "It's very strange to sit next to a 16-year-old kid who can actually tell you he's going to make a difference with his community.
"Football was always going to be the opportunity to give him a profile so that he could do what he does now (with the DWF).''
And so the foundation was established with just two people sitting in the office _ David and chief executive Lisa Cunningham who Nisbett recruited from the AFL's SportsReady program. Five years later there are 13 full-time staff, eight casual workers and scores of volunteers as the foundation attempts to juggle the flood of requests that wash over them.
The DWF core objectives are to keep indigenous students in school, promote strong role models and emphasise healthy, positive life choices.
Apart from being a role model Wirrpanda is also the face of the organisation and receives dozens of requests to speak at, or take part in, events supporting the DWF.
Last Saturday night at the Park Hyatt was another date in a busy diary. Having been in Melbourne for a 5am to 1pm practice session for Dancing with the Stars, Wirrpanda flew into Perth at 8pm and went straight to the Hyatt.
At 10pm I watch as he gives an inspiring 45-minute speech. Charming the ladies with politeness, befriending the blokes with his humour and galvanising support for his cause with addictive anecdotes.
When we meet on Monday and laugh about some of his Saturday night stories he said: "I'll tell you another one.

"Two years ago I was playing my 200th game against Collingwood at Subiaco. It was the indigenous round and I wanted Dad to come down to watch. As I said, my father lives a very traditional life _ and he's only ever come to a handful of games _ but this was really important to me. Anyway, to get here from Arnhem Land he had to catch three flights which took about 10 hours and he finally arrived in Perth at 1am.
"He walks outside and says to the taxi driver, `Take me to my son's place'. The cabbie goes, 'Eh, what are you talking about?', and Dad says, 'My son, David Wirrpanda'.
"So the cabbie takes him to Subiaco Oval and Dad's there knocking on the door waiting for someone to answer. Finally he calls my sister in Melbourne where it's 3.30am and she rings me and says, `What are you doing to your father? He's standing out the front of Subiaco Oval!'.
"I picked him up but, I tell you what, lucky it wasn't game day because I wouldn't have answered the phone and he'd still be there banging away.''
As Wirrpanda tours the country telling stories and charming the fans, one of the girls in the trenches back at the foundation is his model fiance, Shannon McGuire.
They met 10 years ago when Wirrpanda shared a house with the Matera brothers in Wembley. Shannon's auntie lived next door so whenever Shannon visited she'd end up seeing Wirrpanda because her younger sister kept kicking a footy into the back yard to get the West Coast star's attention.
"I was only 14 or 15,'' Shannon recalls with a smile. ``The next time we caught up was when I moved to Sydney for Australia's Next Top Model. David saw me on TV and rang out of the blue. He'd just started the foundation and was seeing if I was interested. I was but being in Sydney made it hard to commit.
"When I moved back to Perth we caught up for coffee a couple of times. One thing led to another and now we've very happy.''
Apart from being Wirrpanda's fiance, Shannon, a 2008 Miss Universe Australia finalist, has played an integral role at the foundation by establishing the Dare to Dream program for indigenous girls.
"It's specifically for the girls because, while there are lots of great indigenous programs in schools, I think a lot of them are slanted towards boys through sport and other more physical activities,'' she says. "The girls tend to lose interest and miss out. To stop that we made a program targeting girls' passions which also teaches them the hard stuff they have to learn.''

Shannon confirms some days in the office are very tough.
"The stories are heart-breaking,'' she says. "I couldn't imagine living in the world that some of them come from. I was very lucky to have such a good family around me. But while some of these girls have to live in that 'other' world I think we empower them a little bit and give them the chance to make more positive choices as they grow up.''
In August last year Wirrpanda and Shannon had a son, Marley. When I meet the Wirrpanda family in a Subiaco park both mum and dad smother their son with kisses and hugs. They caress him, clean him, whisper to him and hold him up high _ as if he was king. Which is ironic, because one day he will be.
The Djapu tribe, where Wirrpanda's father lives in Arnhem Land, has traditions. One of them is that the king passes on his crown to the grandson of his eldest son. In this case, Marley.
When I ask David about the bloodline he answers with great depth and reveals that one day he, too, will return to Arnhem Land.
"I know my tribal responsibilities,'' he says. "Dad and I talk about it.
"There was one time when he visited and said, 'Do you understand your bloodlines?'. I do but I asked him, '

"Is it something that can be changed?', and he said, 'No, what goes through your veins you have no right to change, this isn't your call. It's the only thing in your life that you're not responsible for. You can't be the boss of that decision'.
"With Marley, basically, our kinship system means that everything skips a generation so Dad's title of king goes to the first-born grandson which is Marley. He's only eight months old so he doesn't know it yet, but the responsibility on his shoulders is far greater than mine. All that land up in Arnhem Land will be his. It's phenomenal.''
Shannon acknowledges the tribal loyalty of the Wirrpandas.

"The culture up there is really strong and the people are still very traditional,'' she says. "I understand the responsibilities and it's really important that, in order to keep the culture alive for generations to come, Marley has to be a part of it. But for a little man he's got a lot on his plate. He's got responsibilities to his family here, responsibilities in Arnhem Land and also to David's family in Victoria.
"But whatever happens we will do our best to teach him and provide him with whatever we can to help make him the best person he can be.''
Wirrpanda will also return to Arnhem Land one day.

"I do have to go back up there,'' he says. "I don't feel that I have to go _ I want to go. I have to attend to my cultural obligations because of the status of my dad and our family.''
Nisbett confirms that the call of the land almost took Wirrpanda away from the Eagles a few times.
"He's a very different beast, David,'' Nisbett says. "A remarkable young man. He was torn several times about having to head back to Arnhem Land.
"A couple of times throughout his career I had to sit him down and convince him that it wasn't the right thing to do.

If he wanted to fulfil his dream of assisting his people he had to complete the journey of his footy career so that he could be someone who is so outstanding that everywhere he went for the rest of his life people knew who he was.''
And people do know who he is. Over the period we're together the phone is constantly ringing, people introduce themselves, others congratulate him. Then there's the upcoming Dancing with the Stars, his corporate speaking commitments, a game with East Perth when time permits and a possible career in politics.
But the backbone of it all is his work with the foundation. His belief in children being entitled to have opportunity, innocence and love.

He tells me one more story about a boy and how love made a difference.

"Last year I went back to my old school in Healesville in Victoria to do a talk,'' he says. "While speaking to the kids I noticed an older lady up the back _ it was Mrs Liston, my Grade 2 teacher.

"After my chat she came up to me and said, 'David, do you remember in class I would sit on a stool and all the other children would sit in front of me, but you always sat next to me and while I read you would play with my shoe, gently stroke my ankle and hold on to my leg. I always wondered, why did you do that?'
"And I said to her, 'Because, Mrs Liston, I just wanted to feel love and you let me have it'.
"Anyway she broke down and cried and we both had a really big hug.''

We finish our coffees in a Subiaco cafe and with his stories complete Wirrpanda walks back to be with Shannon and Marley. Soon he holds his son close to his face, cheek-to-cheek, kissing him and whispering words that no one else can hear.

Two men together. One a giant and one with gigantic expectations. The father bred to be a leader and the son born to be king.

* I dont want to let you know, That there might be something real between us two... Who knew *

OMFG!!!

9 More working days!

13 More days!

12 More Sleeps!

Only 3 Free days where i have nothing on!

O.....M....G!

*Im about to relax, so baby pour me some Jack Daniels....*

Eminem...

So im really glad he released the "Refill" version of his new cd... While i dont mind "Replase", i would have to say it wasnt as... Urmmm as Eminem syle as his old music...

So when he released the "Refill" version i was happy because a few songs on the album are more old so Eminem.

I seem to get a lot of crap listening to Eminem, I guess i dont fit the sterio type. I think the thing people are most suprised by when they meet me is the fact that i am such an eclectic person when it comes to music, vidios etc...

While i really enjoy innocents and can be happy chillen out listening to HSM, Hairspray, JB, I can also flip over to Rap, R&B, Eminem, Tupac etc... I think in many ways Rap is more passionate than singing.

That might just be me, but i think when you go through alot of crap growing up, alot of the time its just something ya dont speak about... I guess Rap gets it out there with a cover of "anger or Not caring" but if you walked in those shoes, You know the other side, That you do care, and it does follow you...

Neways, i dont fit the "sterotype" im far from street thug, or ghetto or anyother steriotype  you think i should fill to listen to rap... I dont do drugs, I dont agree with rape or anything like that... I think people take lyrics a little to seriously...

Neways... That is another random update from me... My 2 cents, not that my opinions matter much :P I still dont care...
XOXOX

" Hello, allow me introduce myself... My name is shady.... So nice to meet you... Its been a long time... im sorry ive been away so long... i never ment to leave you"....

*I dont want to be anything, other than what i've been trying to be lately*

ONE TREE HILL NO SPOILERS...

Season 7 has ended... And might i just say that im really really amazingly happy that this show has taken on SOOOOOO many challanges and succeded everytime...

I think it was the first show to successfully jump forward years in the timeline but still been the fans hooked in and loving it...

I wont say anything about the season 7 final episode...
Althought i soooooooooooo want to....

Im SOOOOOO glad we have been picked up for at least 12 eps for season 8! i think they are going to be VERY VERY important....

IF you havent watched it yet, Do it now... Learn from my mistake, DONT watch it late at night when other people are alseep OR you MAY wake them up.......

O>M>G Mark you amazing man, you NEVER fail to amaze me!!!

XOXO

*Everybodys laughing in my mind.....*

GAH!!!!....

SO ill admit it i am somewhat of a twitter-holic... May spend a rather large amount of time of there tweeting all kinds of useless crap but i need my fix.

So for some reason i cant tweet over the last few days... when i log in, it comes up all messed up, half transparent, and the dialoge is all clear so i have to highlight everything to read... .

Worst part... Is i cant acturally tweet. O believe me i have tried... i have tweeted several tests... and they are either coming up but not showing on my screen or when i hit the tweet button it just sits there laughing in my face saying "SUCKER"...

I miss twitter, and my celeb fix... Yeah yeah i know they will never read my comments but sssssh makes me feel better and takes up all those boring hours when i am stuck doing nothing... GAH how will i make it through another day without twitter????
SO not cool!

*GRUMBLE*

*Your my special little lady... The one that makes me crazy*

OK Had to be blogged!!!

Seen Perez Hilton post about these new shirts, and i may have laughed so hard that coffee came out my nose... *AHEM, I mean what?*

Come on they are brilliant, cos lets face it MOST people think his name is beaver, well i did when i first heard of him!

And his last name Bieber i think is German for Beaver? I think it was German? Cant quite remember but i seen an intiview about it and he said that yeah it means Beaver.

So all in all i think it is pretty brilliant, and made me giggle like a school girl...

NEWAYS... The hair, the Heart hand symbol... WHICH ill admit im kinda annoyed at cos lets face it NO ONE does it better than the brilliant T Swizzel... 

OK i might be a little bias cos i mean i love Taylor she is massivly uber sweet and i seriously would just love to meet her and bake cookies, dancing in pajams and other wenching activities...

Not in a sick way, if your mind went there please remove it from the gutter NOW! Seriously?!

Neways so i wasnt tooo happy with the whole heart hands but its not owned by T.S and heaps of people do it... And its totally cute, and epic and win!!!

And im so totally stealing it to do with my Bird when were in Europe...

Neways thats all just wanted to share cos both these pics, brightened up my day!

Love me

xox

*And i said, Hey ayyy ayyy ayyy... Whats going on?*

OK so im a little bit confused about this picture...
Its from a website called "ugliest tattoos a gallery of regret".
http://ugliesttattoos.com/

The part that confuses me... its not that he has a bad tattoo... When looking at it, it really isnt the worst tattoo job that i have seen. Its not fantastic but you get the idea and you can see who its ment to be, so main requirment is a thumbs up...

The bad part is that this dude... got his OWN face tattooed on his OWN a**....
Now it might just be me??? (but i really hope that isnt the case) But thats all kinds of creepy/Wrong Yes???

Seriously... Dude... What where you thinking? Step away from the Drugs and next time you think its a good idea to get a tattoo wait till your sober???

*Sigh*

*Where are you now, When i need you the most*

HMPHF...

So i think the stress is getting to me now... Had a wee bit of a breakdown last night... was pretty pathetic really... You know when your sooo past all the crap... You have no energy but you have had enought? Well that was me... I was so worn out that my crying was even half assed...
No noise, just tear every now and again... EH!

Got soooo much todo tonight... o joy... in my next life im coming back as a darn cat... i want to sleep all day and be snuggled all the time, get really fat and still not be judged and loved... darn cats... its pretty pathetic when your jealous of a cat!

Im just saying...
XOX

*You dont have to roll the dice, With me your winning...*

RAH.... Hello interweb world... So just a quick update on a few things...

*Found out today you can get pet memberships for my AFL Football team.... *silence, listen to the crickets... cup falling to the floor... coff... silence* <- ANNOYING/AWKWARD! How is it that I a HUMAN has to be on a waiting list for 9 darn years minimum to get a membership (and even then its purly if someone dies... O nice ill be the cow who wishes for someone to die so i can have their membership... Ummm NO!) but my darn cat could have 1 tomorrow if he wanted to? <- NOT COOL!

*Still cant find my Magic Mac-a-licious Macbook charger. Rather annoying. I will have to go through all the boxes tonight... Darn moving house... I will have a decent look tonight before my BF kills me for stealing his power cord all the time :OP Oppps... <3 you babe :)

*Have to update my itunes... I deleted everything to start a new, need to update my iphone, itouch and computers (mac and Mini HP) before i leave on a jet plane... ok so its not a jet plane but i like to sing "leaving on a jet plane, dont know when ill be back again" even thought its a normal plane and i know when i get back... Ahem...

*Started a youtube page, now i just have to figure out how to use it... hoping to make some vid's of our holiday so i can put them online for the family in UK etc...

*19 DAYS TO GO!!!!!!! and even then its really 18 cos we leave early on the 6th. am i excited? NO!!!! .... I am way past excited, giddy, happy, that i dont even know what i am. i am in a numb-ness at the moment i just want to be on the plane so i can say YES it is happening... Finally... after 23 years... YAY!

*My suit case has the essentials packed, i know im organised i just want it to be there. :)

*May have caught a slight case of "The Fever" <- I KNOW RIGHT? but anyone who knows me... knows i love innocents and happiness and dancing like a spanna and well im a big kid. Wish i could get favourite girl out of my head tho... I may have been singing it at work and then i heard a tech whisteling the tune... I cracked up and he said i have no idea what the song is but its stuck in my head... The techs in his mid 50's didnt have the heart to tell him he was whistling the same tune as about a billion teenage girls who are scraming "OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" while crying.... Umm AWKWARD. Seen an intiview and JB was like "i dont understand why they keep crying???" tis true... But im not going to mock... If i ever met Kobe i would probably be worse :P

Aww Kobe... The magic man... i have unlimited amounts of jaw dropping time for him. No not in a sexc time way... (seriously get your mind out of the gutter.....not to say that he.... No joking) But just in a OMG how did you just do that? Seriously does the man have magnets in his hands? i swear he just chucks the ball with no effort and it goes in... Not that i am compalaining it helps sooo much being the Lakers fan that i am :) Im sorry what was that?? Kobe for MVP... AGAIN? you know you can see it right? And im sorry what was that? The finals called and L.A Lakers are gonna win it? Welll DAH!!!! i know that :P

Sorry i may have gotten side tracked with a man who is like a god to me... And in saying that... Stumbeled upon this very "god like" fitting picture... see the pretty-ness....
AND on that note i shall leave you, with all the random-ness i have to share today :) Hope your all having a great day :) Keep smiling, you might just make someones day :)

Much love
-Jazz
xox

*You put the wine in the coconut and you drink it all up*

So... This is a mate of mine called Trick... He is awesome, I met Trick going back ummm wow i think about 8 years ago?

We use to do theatre together :) Neways another one of my mates who still does theatre showed me this video clip he did...

Pretty much a youtube video of his ranting, LET ME EXPLAIN... Trick has a very very quick some what sick sence of humour, he is one of those people that can pull of jokes about almost any NO NO topic and get away with it...

Neways dont take to much offence to the video, he is joking. Neways at the end of the clip at i think the 7 minute mark he does a topic on Women... Check out the collage bottom right... :P Yeah that me.. I feel somewhat loved :) Neways thought i would share cos it made me smile soooo hard :)

Lol the pic on this post is the only one i could find at work :P Its at a mates dress up party hence why i look like a doosh :P Trick on the other hand i think would wear his costume out all the time :P hehe..
Rock N Roll : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RnSGuQFjLs

Xoxox

*Of all the girls i've ever known... Its you... Its you...*

Howdy partner...

So feeling a little better today :) Not perfect but trying my hardest to stay at "Bubbly" Jasmin and not "Falling apart" Jasmin.
Mum has more scans yesterday and they are still doing testing... The Doc recons it will take about 2 weeks... Which in its self is worrying because we will find out RIGHT before we leave...

I just want mum to get better, i hate seeing her in pain. She sooooo doesnt deserve this... And her work are being dooshes... makes me want to slap them in the face with a giant fish... (im not sure why a giant fish, lets just go with it)...

BUT  i am staying positive, were doing all the right things, tests, resting, looking after her etc... So now we play the waiting game and think posiitve for her :) Silver linings in lfe....

I managed to start the day better than yesterday... For starters i didnt forget my work shoes and i dont have to work in my ugg boots today... Embarassing when i realised i left my work shoes at home yesterday...

Have a pretty full on weekend planned, need to get some more book cases from terry's place, And acturally organise our room, its soooo hard being back at home, not because of mum but just the room, you dont realise how much space it takes up when you dont have your own bathroom so you have all your toileties and computers in a computer room etc...

I Brought the Justin Bieber Australian edition my world Cd last night... The look on my partners face was priceless :P he is now calling me a "teeny bopper" lol o those were the days... Yes i know im 23 yes i know he is like 16? ill make it clear right NOW i am NOT "in love" with JB, But he has good songs...

Lets face it the kid is marketed REALLY REALLY well... Not only do all (i think) his songs relate to most girls... Come on if your a chick reading this... think back to when you were 14 - 16 and tell me any love song or song about a guy loving you, you didnt stop and say "OMG this SOOOOOOO relates to me"... Come on... At that age we were all searching for this amazing innocent love...

Then we grew up and realised that no at that age its not realistic that he will love you "4ever & ever" and that it only gets to a certain point that its cute and innocent...

NEWAYS its innocent, it makes you feel good or it does at least for me... Even if its only 10 mins out of a day that i dont have to think about pain, sickness, death, bills, working etc... then ill take that 10 mins...

So yeah i am one of the millions that have checked out the youtube vids... and ill wear a lable if you want me too :P he seems like a pretty down to earth kid... I think its really precious the relationship with his mum... Mums are sooooo important and yeah they deserve to be loved and told that more than just on mothers day...

Neways... POINT.. Brought the cd... My partner looked at me like i has been taken over by aliens... :P And then i may have progressed to playing the cd while dancing in the kitchen/dinning room while packing my suit case...

I HAS A PLAN!!!! im gonna but the album on my itouch.. Then on the plane on the flight to Uk.... Im gonna wait till Dave & Jane are sleeping and put the earphone in their ear... THEN i can play the JB cd on repeate and brain wash them HEHE....

THAT WAY if they dont know WHO it is.... they will like it... Seriously i think most ppl are anti JB just because he is young and yadda yadda...
NEWAYS that is the plan and it will be funny... and i may try record it :P hehe...

Neways... yeah im feeling better which was the point of this blog... now back to work and listening to my cd... Yes i brought it into work....
Much love, try keep smiling ppl :)
xoxox

"You seem like the type... To love Em and Leave Em...."

*Can you see? What i see, we have been through this Before*

Not feeling to chipper today...

Had a realiseation today that life is sooooooo terribly short... People say live life like there is no tomorrow... Heck i have said it... But i dont always follow throught with the living my dreams part...

Got some scary news last night... News i am trying to keep under control at the moment... My mummzy isnt well... And she hasnt been for some time now... But the docotrs seem to think its worse than we expected...

Will know more by the end of the day... Im trying not to think about it, i dont want to have a break down or anything and i want to stay strong for my mum... Almost crashed on the way to work tho... That will teach me for thinking too hard! But bless my ABS brakes... Still not sure how i didnt crash but im not second guessing it. THANK YOU!!!

I also eneded up at work in my Ugg boots... Opps... Forgot to put on work shoes... But hey lets be thankful i managed to get dressed and didnt show up in my Pj's... I dont quite think pink penguin pajamas say "Professional" ? Ermmmm But neither do Ugg boots. o Darn it...

Neways if neone reads this... Try tell someone you know that you appreciate them today... You might just be the highlight of their day!!!
Xoxox

*Sinking in*

Hey All,

So its finally sinking in... I am acturally going on a holiday. FINALLY! for the first time in my life. I am going to be leaving the land that i love... And seeing some of the most amazing places, people and cultures....

I never thought it would happen, it got cancelled so many times before. But it is going to happen... I am going to go on my first holiday in 26 days.....

My bags are already packed. Im ready. Im soooooo excited i just hope it all goes to plan.
:P

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